I only find out that actually I am not brave enough. I do not brave enough to say "No" to friends' requests. I do not know how to decline someone directly, all I can do is just tell the person indirectly. I afraid to hurt anyone, finally I hurt myself. From now on, I must learn to say "No" to help people which is out of my capabilities. I must convey my ideas strongly so that the person would not take the chance on me. I must learn to protect myself. Because I know, I need to help myself, not the others.
I afraid of dark. I thought that I was not. How can I afraid of dark? There is the time I need to grow up without anyone's accompany. I am grateful to a friend of mine who has walked with me to school at the dawning. From now on, I must be a stronger girl. I do not afraid of dark. I want to be strong ! I need to be strong ! I am strong !
I face with something sad this week. I tell myself, "You do not need to mind what the others' says, just do as yourself, you are the best!" Even though I try to give myself some confidence, sometimes there is so difficult to control what comes into your mind. At this moment, I try to take a deep breath and try to think the other things. It is not work all the times. I have said it before, I am a sensitive person. Therefore, it is quite hard for me to ignore what the others' says. From now on, I want to take the constructive opinions from others and keep the negative emotions into the trash. I am willing to hear all of the opinions, but I will be selective on those useful opinions. I want to be an open-minded person. I need to learn to be tolerate, patient and thoughtful. I want to be a better person.
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